justrun-.

happy teachers' day.

oh man.
i'm really tired now.
zzzzz.
-falls flat on the ground.
gonna miss mengky's trng...
hope i'll be able to adapt to yanky's.
mengky's trng must be effective because,
i managed to get 7th for 50m brst in sch nats with an avg of 1-2 trng sessions per week.
HAHAHA. ok sigh. amazingly amusing.
even got a pb :O wow.
that was probably the only good thing about sch nats this yr.
sigh... guilt. forever stays there.
hatred glues itself to it too.
disappointment follows along,
with ... low self-esteem.

err tchers' day was fun.
in short:
1) the rg teachers rock!
2) i miss 6Fers '02
3) pri sch was soooo much more stress-free!
4) mswu is cool!

yarh. acks, sigh i'm so tired.
finally going to get new swim costumes tmr.
after who knows how long...
yay. good for me.
yes, yes. oh how nice!
new incentives to go for more swim trng.
hmm, i suddenly...
have a phobia of running
seriously.
and i think i'm scaring myself.
but,
i have a feeling that it's more of a thing that reminds me of my biggest failure of the year.
regret.
I REGRET IT SO MUCH.
I AM GUILTY.
I SHOULD'VE THOUGHT ABOUT IT MORE.
past. IT'S OVERR. oh help.
i'm still not over it?!
no but really, i have a phobia of running now.
why else do you think i'm going for swim trng so often now?
either that or i've suddenly become a swim freak.
ok i don't know.

ah yes,
i am now convinced that i'm allergic to sleeping late.
everytime i do that,
i get sick the next day!
but the duration of this unwell-ness is getting shorter.
one day i hope it'll disappear.

wait, actually u know what?
one day i hope `i'll disappear.

i want you

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [22:59]

and took [20040831] strides

it's the passion that drives you